firstly lemme wish my BROTHER A HAPPY 13th birthday wahahahaha
. secondly , me juz got home after being to bpp in the morning , westspring to train in the afternoon , jurong point new wing in the night. Woots~ so big can a not? the new jp has HARRIS !!! Adidas , burger king , 1 huge resturant , mini toons , action city , a bag shop , wallet shop , etc , and it is so damn big!! like vivo !!! so we nicknamed it xiao - vivo!! oh haha . it today juz open by the way . went to popular to collect my reserved beetle the bard book . but again there is so many ppl! ok , so went to buy some things for my mum . lolz . today new anime at 11pm : basilik . dunno how to spell . and ppl who are reading this post pls taggg!!! MY BLOG IS SO DEAD CAN A NOT? me poor thing , tomorrow must wake at 6.20 . boo~ cuz must reach westspring at 8am. and at lakeside bus stop the opp one at 7am . boo~~~ i want my slp!!! haiz.

i seem to be stuck at that lvl of defender . how to improve? i want to be better but dunno how. telling me will make me no gd. asking my do only one day isn't gd enuff. my body will forget . and i'm so instinctive to old movement + i dun have the discipline to train myself for new movements. so someone help me...... my mind lose to my body . my mind know when to do this , but my body do not react quickly . how to train that? i'm running out of time. someone pls... tell me wat to do ....

is it possible to get back the balloons whose strings snapped? or get back balloons that i have let go of?

how come when i'm alone , i get so emo ? how come when i'm alone i think of negative thoughts? why ?

why is so many thoughts swimming in my mind?

i shldn't think so much ... ._.