_ Wednesday, May 5, 2010 ;
sorry for nt updating for so long... basically, i'm gonna skip the rest of the ict camp (i love gliz :D) but i'll talk about the trip to uss :D but not today... also i'll talk abt sch but then not today again... yea... random update.. i know...lols...
what happens if i can't continue anymore? what happens if the most crucial thing that is needed for the animation is the crux of my problem?what happens when i start to doubt myself and start to feel inferior compared to my classmates?what happens if all i want to do is to throw my problems away and start running away?what happens if i don't know who should i turn to, to tell these problems? what happens if i can't see the things that everyone can?what happens when i'm faced with a wall that is too high to scale now and i feel like breaking down?what happens if i disappoint my parents who had been so supporting of me?what happens if i feel like crap whenever i have to do sketching?what happens if i start to dislike it?where is the answers when u need them? what happens if i simply stop moving forward or stop moving altogether?what happens when the words give up starts to appear in my mind?what happens if looking at my classmates drawings make me feel that i'm way out of my league, that i'm not on the same level as them? what happens if i give up now and let things unfold as it is ?
what happens if i can't continue anymore? what happens if the most crucial thing that is needed for the animation is the crux of my problem?what happens when i start to doubt myself and start to feel inferior compared to my classmates?what happens if all i want to do is to throw my problems away and start running away?what happens if i don't know who should i turn to, to tell these problems? what happens if i can't see the things that everyone can?what happens when i'm faced with a wall that is too high to scale now and i feel like breaking down?what happens if i disappoint my parents who had been so supporting of me?what happens if i feel like crap whenever i have to do sketching?what happens if i start to dislike it?where is the answers when u need them? what happens if i simply stop moving forward or stop moving altogether?what happens when the words give up starts to appear in my mind?what happens if looking at my classmates drawings make me feel that i'm way out of my league, that i'm not on the same level as them? what happens if i give up now and let things unfold as it is ?
..:: left at 1:20 AM .


