it has been ages since i blog.. :X mayb becuz i didn't see the need to.. haiz.. thousand and one things has happen since.. where should i start? hmm.. lemme see.. i shall skip the energizer carnival :X

genting trip was a well deserved and well needed trip :D had tons of fun up there.. did a lot of thinking too.. This time round, we (my bro and me) played almost everything in the outdoor theme park..well, except for some kiddie rides, flying coaster, the tall thingy..( lols, i dunno exact name but i got height issues : /)... i dun believe it but i actually took some roller coasters...wow.. corkscrew.. and cyclone.. cockscrew was juz plain scary.. i mean we actually went 360 degrees!..i was regretting it when it started and less regretful when i stepped down but i regretted closing my eyes when they take pic .. i'm the only one i think :P cyclone i took twice.. log flume once.. too many damn ppl to truly enjoy the outdoor theme park..queues can go to 1 hr!.. i'll sit flying coaster..one day..

hmm.. i was still in holidaying mood when sch reopened.. cold water was poured over me as i received my score marks.. two failures, one for pop and 2dd.. sigh... i wonder how long can i keep this resolve.. i'm too afraid to set a goal.. it might be impossible for all i know... i feel like writing a story but i lost my notes =.=

hmm.. recently we went to the botanic gardens.. my second time there, though i dun remember the first.. and among all the modules, i can say i'm faring well in dph *digital photography.. well, not that i dun love the other modules...(liar...) but i'm confident in this module.. to say in the least.. i'm proud that the lecturer said that he like some of my photos :D hmm..i'm afraid to hope for the future.. wat if i dun get into the animation route? haiz.. take a look at my flickr account for some photos that i took :D

i love netball.. seriously.. i dun think it can not be a part of me.. i'm gg for weekly training but it's not enuff.. i wish i can play it for the whole week ...

i feel lost..

recently, i talked to u.. somehow, i felt like there's a wall? did i place that btwn us? i apologize..seriously.. i'm missing talking to u, missing meeting u, missing the old days that can never be recovered...i'm beginning to sound like a lover =.= i'm still excluded in the class and i accept the wall i have built around myself in class..... i dunno why i built it but i still feel a twinge of sadness when u guys have a good time.. but i built it so i will accept that fact..i feel like i lost my self when i entered poly.. and my true self is buried inside me.. and only appears in rare moments.. wat happen to the smiling, friendly me? where did it go? who is this quiet, emo person ?