Oops, it's too long since my post... Many things had happened since then.. lemme see, i foolishly spend my two weeks away by being damn busy.. why foolish u ask? because i'm now embarked on a journey that i can't deviate from..

haiz, dun worry i did not leave my house. I meant it figuratively. I'm on a 6 week intensive drawing workshop. to be precise it teaches us manga art, sculpting, and the things that are related.. mon- fri, 9-5.. intensive enough?

Please realise that i'm blogging this to keep it as a log.. so far for these two days, these troubles are not plaguing me... Thx, miss gwee ^^ and sz
As always, i had doubts in my practical skills.... but i guess i accepted the fact that i'm a noob in drawing. What frustrated me on wed was that i not only lack practical skills, i lacked theory too. Usually when i draw a character, i have a clear image of what i want to draw in my mind..... i unds that due to my lack of skills, i won't be able to get the character to be what i visualize. However, i can't accept NOT having the knowledge.. for tue and wed, we had to do inking. I admit, inking is new for me.. but still.. my prob: when i ink a pic, perhaps all i do is just ink and mayb thicken some lines and fill in the hair and pronounced it complete.. BUT my friend will go on and shade the picture.. whereas all i do is stare at the pic. this is one issue.

Another would be my future... let's say i get into animation and graduate and went on and blah blah go into industry... Then wat? Let's see, my ideal post is concept artist. But to even be an animator takes yrs...8-10! who knows if i have passion throughout the whole journey? haiz..
i'm afraid of the future..

Another is the drive that is passion.. i got to find it.. :X and like miss gwee says, think short not too far for it will juz make u afraid of it.

I got plenty of phrases from this two peeps. :P
Plans are meant to be screwed- miss gwee.
Do the best u can out of it now-miss gwee
Look from another perspective- miss gwee
Worry is like a rocking chair, it gives u smth to do but gets u no where-sz..(though she found it somewhere)

So far for ytd , i was hooked on character designing. It's so fun creating a character from nothing.. then give it a look, personality, past, future, likes, dislikes..name..etc basically it's fun playing god.. LOL
today, i was hooked on inking.. cuz my inking gt template.. so as long as u follow, it won't be wrong :D

haiz, that's it for now.. sry to end suddenly..