Sat match against river was,of a lack of a better word, interesting…

I actually played all diff positions( if not going on the court can be counted as a position .____.)

first quarter-outside (8 ppl we had.. so one gets to stay outside) well, i knew that it will happen when i sign up for the game.. there's no way that i could play all matches, all quarters..yet, like all the other times when i had to sit outside… i hate it.. i really do.. i might bitch and complain that i dun like to play certain positions.. but any, ANY, position beats none at all.. i know, that this matches are suppose to be learning experience to those in the secondary school, those who are still playing but i can't help but resent.. resent that i'm outside… *not that i have a choice* not that i blame sz for the line-up.. not that i blame anyone.. argh, i'm juz complaining ._______. ignore me..

second quarter- wing defense (kf, ganchiong spider is left outside… sry :( ) hmmm… it's been some time since i played WD so i screwed up the first few mins.. trying to get familiar… Well, there were some misses that i could've gotten but well, i got praised while playing WD so ^^ no.. i'm not satisfied… esp.. with the first few mins.. i took too long to get used.. Sz likes me when i play WD though :/ (i can't decide if that's a good thing) Sorry WA… D: u are small and i'm too free with my movement.. so i keep knocking u down T.T sorry! not on purpose..

third quarter-centre (still kf T.T) IT HAS BEEN TOO FRICKING LONG SINCE I PLAYED CENTRE SERIOUSLY….. i think the last time was sec 2 =.="' oh, i definitely understand the logic and sense in putting me as centre.. i'm a defending centre.. (as i found out when i play half-court..) so i focus more on defense.. i think, for once.. i prefer WD.. well.. the C that i'm playing, well the job is like WD except that i gotta do centrepass and help to feed in too. So, i prefer WD.. C's space was too big for my liking.. Although, I exhaust quite some pathetic stamina while playing WD… C efficiently killed me ._. C has no rest at all… centrepass (urs or enemy) C still has to go.. def/atk.. C still has to go..Jiemin, i srsly 佩服 you :D yes, poor opponent centre.. she got abused by me too =.="' my movements are too big :O so i suppose, given their low expectations of my feeding.. i managed to surprise them (: well, a bit too much i guess.. since sz is thinking of putting me as centre some other times i guess..

fourth quarter- goal keeper (well, same….. ._____.) so finally, i'm back to my original position.. got penalize a lot.. and i suppose blacklisted by umpire for talking while they are doing penalty pass/shot.. overall.. not good.. not good at all, even though i recovered from my third quarter.. D: i will work on it..

hmm… i can't decide which position i like better.. i mean i knew somehow.. that i will play C.. Sz was joking about it the day before.. so i suppose i was sorta prepared.. but i think the idea scare me more than i thought it would.. so i could not really enjoy C. I would like to be given a chance.. to once again play C.. (even though tiring) to try and enjoy it (: When i played WD.. it was a small taste of playing GD during tangling match ^^ small , but one nevertheless. I do miss my performance during that match :P i dunno if i will ever hit that lvl again..but let's not dwell on that :D

Two more matches this week… two more matches till year end league is over.. two more matches till the disband of the current chase… two more matches till i return to a boring (once per week training routine) Two more matches till the end of a wonderful journey that i had the privileged to undertake.. two more D:

on the bright side (: if we win the two more matches, we will emerge top of the division and the cash money is enough to cover the participating fee and umpire fee.. :D whee~

for C or WD.. there was once that i managed to pressure the attacker to held ball :D alone i think… (:

no, i shall disregard the fact that they are c div! lol..

I would like to play against some opponents in the other division… venture's division to be exact… haha… this is not the west zone where one group can fight to get into the second round.. ._____. but i would like the chance to play against some teams in venture division… Like, MEH( singapore sports school), Thunder( RV graduate team), RV current B div and obviously.. Venture itself (: the current venture i mean.. :D

they are interesting opponents ( no offense to the rest) and it would be great to test my ability against their shooters ( i juz love it when i managed to put up/ overwhelm the opponent.. no i know i'm not a great defender.. i'm above average… but if i don't go up against stronger opponents, how do i move forward/ improve? Also, the team will definitely benefit from the match.. but seeing that if wishes were horses, i would be rich by now….AND the current chase would probably be over once this is over… *shrugs* i will continue to dream i guess…

A lengthy post, which most were done during a bus trip back home.. so i guess this will do first… will update soon again (:

i found out, once i'm away from mother hen, the little chick in me gears up for a better performance... why? Why can't i do it with mother hen around?