Time for another post at the wee hours o.o Juz watched finish Soul Surfer, which isn't a too bad movie. Not too cliche and quite interesting. Falls under meaningful/life story genre. Hmm, makes me wanna watch surfing. Lol. Or try at least. Hmm, didn't really come by to give a whole thought typed down about the movie though.
Despite the fact that it's my holidays now, I'm free or busy if u look from my pov. Technically if you discount the time I spent gaming, then I'm free. Yes, I'm spending my days away by gaming. Why you may ask. 1) Some people are still having exams. 2) I'm bored of or hate going training alone. 3) I do have nothing else on my list besides library. 4) No, i dun wanna work. But volunteer activity is sounding kinda appealing now.
5) I wanna improve my skill. I know, I know, I shouldn't sink so much into the virtual world. But that's where things are more interesting. Skype is there for communicating, champions are there to explore, the game itself is there to learn and master and I learn smth new everyday.
Skype. It's a great tool. I actually made friends there. Senti who is like a little brother to me. Pat, a brother who is around the same age as me. Em, big sister.. this I dun doubt. Flamez, a troublesome middle brother. Jo, a calm and rational brother to my real and reckless one. Viva, an older brother who is someone I can talk to. Cs, a quiet brother who I can't discern if he is older or not.
So yea we are like a big family of misfits. Senti who is the youngest of us all. Flamez and my brother, the two hotheaded ones. Viva, the oldest brother who juz wants to teach. Cs, the quietest one whom you dunno he is there till he speaks up. Jo, the calm one who juz wants to keep everyone together. Pat, the emotional one and at times the troublesome one but is a great listener. Em, the older sister who everyone talks to but does runs if things get too much for her. And me? You ask? I dunno where I stand, probably the one who wants to be older and wants to take on more responsibility but fails to.
Yes, I got into a position of power. I'm the leader of our clan. Which actually leave me a lot of things to unwind and put properly. But I dunno where to start and when we did list out something, we can't do it straightaway.
Even so, our family is slowly fading and not everything is happy. Senti, doesn't want to get tied down so much and still retains some independence. Flamez is in danger of leaving our family cuz he refuses to be in the same clan and seek independence and Viva and Pat don't quite like him. Jo is taking time off to study. My bro who is slowly distancing by playing with other friends. Pat, who is still having exams and some fault that the others can't stand. Cs, who is still new and hardly making any presence. Viva, who is new and rather not get so entangled with the issues under the surface. Yes, I know, he doesn't have a need or reason to. I'm juz looking for someone and clearly, he's the wrong person. Em, who doesn't want to have a big argument, who rather not rock the boat, who runs when things is not to her liking.
And me? I dunno, maybe I'm too much into this family of ours. Maybe I'm wishing for too much. Haiz.
But yea, my plans for the game are kinda thrown into disarray and I will start sorting them out after this sun clan tourney. I'm kinda like a wanderer now I guess.
Oh yea and my com is acting up... so annoying.
So, yes, I'm busy. Maybe about the wrong stuff but I dun wanna let it pass by me. Not yet anyway. But do find me out since my parents are so DAMN concerned about me gaming. But it's the god damn holidays no? sigh..
October, I wish u come fast :3
