I'm late for a list of new year resolution.. but so many stuff has happened within that four weeks(?) Well, I will talk about that later.. First.. new year resolution.. my past year one.. let's take a look.

New Year Resolution 2011
  1. take better care of my gum..lols(my gum seems to be sunken or smth..)
    So.. i did well, try to brush my teeth more often.. Not too sure if it works but oh well..
  2. hit level 100 for maple character(long way to go..)
    Stopped maple after i hit 80+
  3. Enjoy my course no matter wat i choose
    I am looking for things to enjoy and i gotta say that I enjoyed second year more than first year.
  4. roughly know wat do i want to do(rather lost now)
    Learnt that web designing was fun and web coding isn't too bad. I still love writing stories and am not too bad at making interactive ones. Unity is fun (:
  5. improve my skills of gunz ^^
    Stopped Gunz after picking LoL
  6. learn something new (besides the things that i have to learn)
    I gotta say.. I did.. I actually had a lot of lessons on some issues this past year.
  7. keep in contact with secondary sch frens ^^
    Netballers, check. Well, it's harder to keep in contact with netballers but it's not too bad. As for the ladies, well, I will say a BIG THANK YOU to the people who made an effort to organise birthday celebrations.. (: That kept us in touch.. Cheers to another year of this :P
  8. make new friends ^^ lols
    Oh god.. when I wished for this.. i never expected that it will come true..in such a way.. Both online and real life.. i had made friends.. and while I won't say that they are no good.. there has been up and downs.
  9. make my blog more active(?) lols
    Failed this lol.. Probably one post per month or more if I'm dang angst-y.
  10. finish things that i start
    I have left many things undone..
So that's for the past year. And I have something to confess, I think I make new year resolutions and forget about them. Lols. So.... Since I have some knowledge as to how to modify a website... I'm gonna make a new column at the side to remind myself.. That's if I actually remember about it but yea. I'm gonna make it more prominent rather than just putting it in a post and forgetting all about it till the next year of jan. I will be updating my wishlist while I'm at it too.. Later, when I reach home.

Yea, I'm currently at the NP library..And cause I gotta head home soon.. Let's say that I will do my wishlist and new year resolution later.. I promise.. :X

For now, I had always wonder how can things happen at such a short time. In just four weeks, stuff happen.. so many stuff. Best part, I was looking forward to a quiet 2 week holiday break..

Instead, I had went back to Netball for one week, fell horribly ill for one week, had a first taste at something that was leading up to a relationship, had a first time spending New Year's eve outside, had a even more horrible time rushing for things, had a long period to think about certain matters, had run away from issues that I dislike and had regrets so early in the year.

So yep ^that all happen in 15 days.. I know what you are thinking.. "why are you so busy?" My answer, "I'm sorry but I didn't go looking for them and I don't have a good reason to refuse them when they was about to happen."

Sigh. Even I feel tired when I'm about to recount them..

So, the easier things first k?

Yes, I went back to Netball... Got yelled at, can't say I didn't deserve it but it certainly has been a long time since I was yelled at. Lols. Nah, don't worry, I still love Netball.. Was really rushing work + sick and couldn't go for the second week. I enjoy the movement, the thinking that it needs, the adrenaline... now I only need the stamina to do more, as well as the motivation to obtain the said stamina. :X I did miss it though.. Not terribly but yes, I missed it. Thanks for inviting me back (:

Horribly Ill... hmm, was ill for about two weeks++, I had juz recently recovered.. About three days ago or so I think. I did, at some point of time, seemed to have seen blood... And that made me sad.. I had never felt that my body was not healthy.
Like recurring health problems, missing limbs or any disability and I'm really grateful for it. When I fall ill, which is rare, like probably once in three months or smth.. I recover quickly. I also have a more serious and longer bout of illness about one time out of three or smth.. But this time.. It was really bad. Like one of the worse ones.. And eating medicine didn't help much, I feel :/ It juz made me real sad..
To know that my health, well, I wouldn't say that it's failing... it's juz that it's another thing that I have to be aware of. Those who know me, also know that I eat what I want, do what I want, go where I want without a care of my health. Except when I'm sick.
So now, I probably should be more aware of my health.. like juz spare a thought of my health at certain times.. Make sure that I get enough sleep and dun push myself too hard to do all the things that I want to...Sigh.. it's juz another thing to add to my list of worries.

Next on the list... New Year's eve. I spent NYE with the ladies at Marina and let's say it will be my last time going to such a crowded place in a long long time. I rather stay at home. :X On the other hand, the company was nice (: and it has been a long time since I saw fireworks in person. But the crowds and the trip home is so not worth it :/

I will finish this post up later. Think it's time to head home.. it's 7pm though it doesn't feel like 7pm.. :X It's still so bright :O